@ 6:48 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sometimes i feel like shit
like hard core shit.
can there be any explaination why people feel this way?
i wonder if there is anything that can make all these better....
its not like i can't understand myself.
but sometimes,
i just don't get it?
i need a serious break.
from this world
from everyone.
To my loved:
I miss you
you are loved.
you know you love me...
@ 8:12 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Hello everybody,
let me tell you a story i heard during devotion today.
there is this lady who was waiting at the boading area at the airport one day.
as she was feeling bored,
she went to buy a magazine and a bag of cookies to keep her buzy.
she then sat at a chair and placed the bag of cookies beside her.
she opened the mag and atarted to read.
then, a man came over and sat beside the bag of cookies.
the lady took no notice of him till the man reached into the bag and took a cookie out.
the lady was horrified but folowed suit,
taking a cookie out of the bag as well.
they went on like this, each cookie that went into the man's mouth made her even more furious.
till there was only one left.
the lady thought 'hah! lets see what this man of great odensity would do now.'
the man reached into the bag,
took out the last cookie and broke it into half.
he popped one in his mouth and offered the other one to her.
this made the lady mad.
how dare this man take her cookies and share her last cookie with her?!
she ignored the cookie, picked up her bag and left the borading area.
she boarded the plane, still in fury about what has just happened.
she felt hot and opened her bag to take out her water bottle.
when she opened the bag, she was caught by surprise.
an identical bag of cookies lay in her bag, untouched.
this made her realise the obvious.
the other bag of cookies was not even hers in the first place.
that man had evidently been sharing his cookies with her after all.
should she have burst out in anger then,
she would have embarassed herself even further.
she wanted to apologise to that man.
but it was too late.
After i heard this,i started to think.
like, i guess that i am like this sometimes.
when things happen to me and i get reprimanded,
i would blame anyone
but never myself.
i probaly fit the saying
'You see the speck in others.But you cannot see the log in yourself.'
Aain, this reminded me of what happened last night.
i got scolded by miss wan because of the dorm6 thing.
i swear i was extremely angry at harpreet.
yes, totaly.
but to think of it,
if i had not got myself into trouble in the first place,
i would not have to be in dorm6.
and harpreet would not have any excuse to ask miss wan about me.
and i would not have been so angry.
Sometimes, its not others fault that we get into trouble.
We have to learn to take some blame for our wrongdoings.
I guess i should really apologise to harpreet today.
Its not totally her fault either.
To my loved:
i'm sorry i shouted at you.
i know its not your fault.
but i was just extremely overwhelmed by what has happened.
i am really sorry.
really.
i'm not lying.
get it?
you know you love me...
@ 8:38 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
YO BABES!
Yes...its me again..
don't be surprised man!!
i am so bored!
i am checking scripts with my class today
but the hit point is that i did not take a single one of their paper!
so i am just stoning around the whole day...
hmms okok...
Two Is Better Than One
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing
So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undoneI
'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey
Maybe it's trueThat I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.
To my loved:
yoyo!
yes i am in school now....
i'm missing you crazy...
gosh today is big charge day and i wonder how i am going to endure it..
i wish i can give you more of my time
my energy
shower you with my love
but
i can't...
haiz...
wait alright!
we will go through this together.
because
I LOVE YOU
you know you love me..
@ 8:16 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
HI ALL!!!
my exams are over
but my worries seems to have increased.
why is this so?
how i wonder....
but one thing for sure,
i would not go for homeleave all the same.
and i would also not give in to you.
yes,you.
you know how i feel about this issue and you should know that i am very strong in my beliefs.
i have someone currently
and i believe it to be forever.
i am sorry to say this to you
hate to break it to you this way.
but looks isn't everything.
get it?
To my loved:
yes i did not realise the lettersXD
because food captures my attention more than anothing else.
haha.but sleep still comes first:)
ok:) we'll never back out of this love i hope
and yes,
i love you forever.
i will love you forever.
you know you love me...
@ 6:37 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
hi all,
i'm in school again...
yes.
Ns are so soon and i've got so much to do.
but i've got no idea where i should start from...
somebody save me!!
Straight Through My Heart
Ohhhh Ohhhh
In the heaRt Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhh
I looked down
And my shirt's turning red
I'm spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you want you tonight
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
Thought I moved More than on
Thought I could Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh Ohhhh
Hear the sound Of a love so loud I just can't,
I just can't Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
In the heart Of the night
When its dark In the lights
I heard the loudest noise A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
@ 7:18 PM
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
hey all you people taking your n levels!
study hard and do your best all right.
nothing can be more important than it now.
and to all who are doing your end-of-years
do not be complacent!
end-of-years are impt tooo!!!
jyjy
chew supports you!
To my loved:
hey. no matter how hard all this is gonna be,
or how difficult everything will be made to be,
i will never forget all those times we spent together.
the smiles,
the tears,
the fears,
everything.
i just want you to know that you are no.1 in my life and no matter how many other people there are and will be,
it will always stay the same.
you as no.1.
all i can say now is just
i love you.
Two Is Better Than One
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing
So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought heyMaybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much timeTo figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.
you know you love me:)
@ 7:11 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Hello..
omg.diana sucks to the max.
seriously.....
dare to touch one molecule of her and you will be one step closer to your grve.
dare to wack her up.
see you in court.
i promise that you will recieve a summon to court for rioting.
and if you think that you very good or anyithing just because you got play shirt.
then please open your eyes again.
if they can win the police and the courts then,
you'll not even be here now.
so shut that hole of yours and stop carpping.
and since when did my bff ever said that she liked your bro.
please stop trying to gain popularity.
the more you try,
the least likrly that you will ever get it.
so yeah.
TO MY LOVED:
i am so glad that you are back in my life..
i just can't breathe without you.
you live in my heart and the non-pressence of you just shatters me.
i really need you on my life.
I Love You...
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